This time I am not going to blog because I am good at it, but because I enjoy it. The process of putting my thoughts into words and putting those words into space feels good. :)
My recovery has been going so well, I have moments (days or weeks even) when I truly feel happy about living in my body. I feel healthy, strong, active. How did this happen. God.
I am a Christian and feel that they way to truly being happy with yourself is surrendering to your creator. He made me. He made me with all my talents, flaws, and curly hair. He made you, chose you, and loves you. He is also waiting eagerly for us to turn to Him and say, "ok God, I can't do this, but I know you can...Help"
When I gave up my struggles with food and body image to Him, the results were amazing. I have never felt better about myself. Although I am still working everyday to put God first, I know that He is always there. He will never leave or abandon me and is always ready to fill me with Peace.
God is so great.
